"Made me Cry."
Here I sit on the 1st October 2020 feeling down and lonely after losing 2 close friends recently.
I'm now alone in a world I no longer want to be in.
Parkinson's disease has taken away my ability to create music and even writing a Blogg has become difficult as my right hand shakes so much.
The cancer on my back and over my spine has become inoperable and I'm in constant pain.
I smoke a little weed to reduce my constant pain.
I tried using alcahol but it only makes me sick.
Life has become unbearable and the joy of life is fading away.
I have no girlfriend or boyfriend to confide in and therefore no emotional support.
All my siblings live hundreds of miles away and have their own problems to deal with, and most of them are unaware of my situation.
In the sky
Suicide often crosses my mind but I suspect my time is running out with my current health issues. Regardless of everything I believe I must remain strong and live One day at a time.
My body is weak and my Spirit wants to fly away.
Lazarus
My body is weak and my Spirit wants to fly away.
Growing old and having serious health issues is a real pain in the arse and yet I must deal with the reality the best I can.
If my health issues don't kill me then I'm sure to die from the boredom.
All things must pass
All things must pass
